Evening people..

I just wake up from bed. I do have reason to sleep early today. Its Champion League match tonight and i wanna watch match between Real Madrid vs Juventus or Battle of Britain between Celtic vs Mu. Later ill decide which one i should watch. Eventhou my teams does not play today, its something different when you watch high class match and it can entertain while polishing skills at the same time. Im so into football. Its only i dont think ill focusing to develop career here in Malaysia. Its not promising at theres no guarantee at all. I believe we need to develop great understanding between government and the players itself so we can be a way better than others.

Its come in mind recently about my dreams and how should i chase it. Its something that require more than effort. Its oppurtunity. Sometimes, it comes when we are not ready while other times, when we are preparing ourself to get into it, it does not shown up. Its like waiting for all the light go green about 5 miles. Thus, if you are seeking for that opportunity you might not find it until end of your life. Its require your contribution, determination even many more.

I use to highlight this as well, for Muslim they do belive in Qada n Qadar and apart of their effort and many more, they shall praise that the Almighty is showing them the right path. Sometimes, when we are seekin for glory, we are leaving our faith far behind. We are taking it as reasons that we cant chase our dreams. Its pity to hear that. Im usually heard the oldest people ask us to keep patience while chase for dreams. Dreams does not sound bad. Its only how you try to achieve it along the way.

I do have dreams. I really wanna improve my financial inteligence and currently im undergo the process. Its like chasing to the death. It wasnt and easy process. This is beacuse, i wanna be free at an early age which mean, im able to travel all over the globe with nothing to worry. I wanna learn other culture, get fun of Amsterdam heaven (Hohohohho…), heading to Anfield and sit on the Kop side watching Liverpool live in action, bringing my love one to the finest beaches surround Mauritius while watching my assets columns keep grow n growing.

I did big mistakes when i was refuse to continue my studies at MRSM earlier on which is the beginning of my hard life but i do take is as bless as well. I learn a lot of life experience which is something that chunks to be my biggest assets. I dont have doubt, no confidence when meeting people and even can mingle around with people older than me. Infact, my partner previously is older than me. The only negative is while i was around this age, its the beginning of my progress while her was on the route already. She already set her foot into what she wanna be, she wanna do. I cant imagine how great i am when i reach around 26-28 and my assets column start to increase. Hehehe.. Hot hunks aite?

Yeah… you cant buy money for love but money is helping in terms of solution. Its only you dont afraid of losing it while keep thinking in how you can grow them and let them work for us. Next, its gonna be focus or your dreams and lastly, the “berkat” from your family. You know what, i do have great buddy which his life is kinda sosial and at the same time he was having his on illusion world but i wanna HIGHLIGHT YOU that he never reach financial difficulties. Apart of his having a good job, i think its also of his habits to give even half to his mom n dad. See…. as long you take care of your parents, your life will be great even how difficult it was. Trust me……

Orite pal, wanna do bath, eat a bit and later lepak with my buddy.. Its football time..

Cheers!

Hola people..

Monday comes and go.. Monday means beginning of the week, people start back to work, school. Looking for money that never enough. We keep searching and we fear of losing it. Oh, fear of losing money is the sign for someone thats not really educated financially. Its based on my reading from Mr. Kiyosaki, the author of Rich Dad n Poor Dad. His rich dad mentioning that we human being have fear of losing money that somehow develop greed and irrational decision. No wonder we still live in rat race. Wake up in the morning, work and waiting for paycheck at the end of month.

It wasnt easy either for us to get out of rat race. It takes lots of contribution, spirit, focus to the suppose direction in order to get rid of it. Why do i said Monday does it sounds blues? It is but i dont think im facing it today. I got call from my funder so i can start trade back on my forex managed acct. We agreed for terms of agreement and its really exciting since he knows my capability and focus on doing this.

I do also had great conversation with people that i meet inside this cyber world. Its quite interesting and its getting nicer day after day. This poetry i create uniquely for her.

“Im craving in knowing her,

Is that sincerity or is it beauty,

I place my hands on my hearts,

I try to spell, whisper her name,

God, it wasnt the 1st time but it wasnt that easy,

I believe, she hear me whispering and she spoken indirectly,

No, i dont need your existence, its great enough to receive your taught,

I dont sure either we shall mixed and find that chemistry,

But as long as i do breath, as long as you say go,

Ill go for it and your cuppie cakes gonna be my dream tonight… ”

Regards~~~

Good Morning people and happy Monday…

Guess what? Im back on my mother tongue.. Mother tongue ker??? Hohohohoho.. Hows weekend ya? Ive been busy scheduling my ass all over places for open house.. Its starting from early saturday until sunday evening. Its quite tiring but after all its free meals. Its great combination of mutual relationship with others as well as free food. Heeee..

Oh yeah, ive got chance to do jog on early Saturday at Lake Garden. Its been a while since i last had my routine session and catch a futsal game later on that nite. Duhhhh.. its full strecth and my bodies feel a bit pain. Its been a while since i last play futsal. Its back on 2months before raya and after the heavy meals during raya and the enormous makan2 session, i dont think i can back fit on time. Im also miss the selection for the Futsal League for KL state. It was held during the week of after raya. What da heck la weyyyy..

Nerve… everyone is on panic move now. Theres so many thing people are considering which mixing nicely in between politics, economics and perhaps lifestyle??? How can people sustain in this condition and by looking at recent scenario, the massive downturn back on US will soon be effecting us so guys be ready for any downsizing, financial difficulties as well as losing job. Get ready for the Plan B if there is or start it now. Nevertheless, by looking at our politics scenario, many expert said that it will bring chaos and also reversing people interest in our country thus no project, no business, no money, no working oppurtunity and this is equivalent to DISASTER.

I do feel real nerve as well since what im planning does not chunk as what i want. Im not really sure whether its lack of focus, motivation, INSPIRE and also guts or TELOR. I do have TELOR but it works well in other agenda.. HOHOHOHOHOHO… back on track, ive mention few stuff that i try to work in IM ideas such as flipping website and article content. Both does not turn well. I need to redo my action on both and try in other ways to improvise.

Well my 1st mission on market analysis, ive been doing great on past forex performance BUT against i catch the falling knife by allowing market take back what suppose to be mine. Its again a ,major lesson to me. Its big USD5,XXX that spinning away. How was it? Wanna put some try in this? You should…. Now i dont have saving, im owing few people money, my shares does not works well. After look back at my Income Statement and Balance Sheet profile, i was in deep shit which mean i need to do something. I need root-cause analysis to make it comfy back again. I should finish my studies early next year and at the sametime start back my forex market analysis. When mentioning study, i do feel like “terasa hati” with people that promising me something that i cant afford to reject. I do take it as life experience. Bdw, its nice curve that inspire me to be stronger than before.

I dont mind if i get broke, bankcrupcy at this earlier stage. Go broke before 30 means i do have time to swing back on top. The only reasons to feel bad when people start blaming, laughing at what you have done and for me, its only a small piece of life curricular activities. Not many able to face this and still alllowing themselves in RATRACE move while i dont. My focus on my forex business is on 200%. Never change. The only thing i need now is patience which i need to accumulate back my capital to start it back. Settling few debts and seeing my assets column in Balance Sheet stuff works well. Guys, you should works on your Income Statement and Balance Sheet stuff. It wasnt that hard accountancy stuff but it works well and there you can see your weaknesses.

I do have projection till May 2008 and if it goes well, maybe again i can see another USD15k start flowing in my account and it was a good birthday gift. I wish i can save some for my trip to Anfield but before that i need to settle few debts that ruin my logic and desire. At the sametime, i hope for the great results in my study as well. I fell a bit dissapointed with current performance. Its like “melepas batuk di tangga”.

Back on broke, i still have people surround me who understand what im willing to achieve and i wish they will see me success one day. These names: Suceng, Bani, Syami, Ila, AP, Fairoz, Man, Fiza, Aleen and many more i will never forget you guys. I know you guys wont hide and serve me differently even how tough the condition i face. Your moral support and contribution is golden nuggets.

Nerve…. i do have nerve when it all goes wrong, when it all turns bad, when people said im bad, when people mention im jerk, when people do not understand me, my emotions, my logic, desire and aggresiveness BUT it wont stop me. Never.

And yeah, i do had nerve recently when seeing one profile in myFacebook. Why huh????

Enjoy this clip.

 

Cheers!!

Salam semua! Lama beb xupdate blog dan kali ini aku nak bergurindam didalam bahasa ibunda. Oh! salam aidilfitri, maaf zahir dan batin kepada anda semua pembaca blog ini, kwn2 terdekat, kwn2 yg jauh dan sesiapa sahaja. Anda berhak bergembira di hari raya jika puasa anda membanggakan. Hohohohoho.. bulan puasa lepas pun tak sempat aku nk update blog nih. Waktu tersebut digunakan sebaik mungkin untuk proses bermuhasabah diri, tengok balik mana yg silap, baiki mana yg tak betul.

Bukan semua yg baca blog nih bersetuju dengan aku dan sentiasa mencari peluang utk menembak bila perlu. Nasihat aku, xpayahlah buang masa risaukan aku, monitor apa aku buat dan resah pelbagai dengan aku. Keje2 yg anda buat sangatlah tidak berbaloi kerana ianya tidak bernilai hatta sesen pun untuk aku. Walah!

Hari raya nih 1st time aku beraya sorang semenjak proses akil baligh terjadi. Tiada lagi partner tahun ini. Tiada lagi rumah bakal2 mak mentua utk diziarahi. Bakal2? Hohohohoho… Tetapi tidak mengapa sebab rahmat tuhan sentiasa ada dan jika kita pandai ekploitasi hint2 yg dia bagi, sunyi tu hanyalah satu cebisan jer dlm life kita. Kawan2, terima kasih kerana korang ada dekat dengan aku disaat aku sangat2 memerlukan. Anda semua seperti gaban, ada disaat kecemasan. Andalah gaban dihati ini. Oh! Aku sempat berchat dengan ex-partner aku baru2 ni dan dengar cerita dia dah temu pengganti! Oh! Syukurlah! Bagus untuk dia dan harap kali ini jodoh dia kekal berpanjangan. Dgr2 juga nk ker peringkat seterusnya. Syukurlah sangat dan diharap dia ketemu bahagia kali ini. AKu frust??? Tidaklah begitu… Cuma aku bersyukur mungkin sbb dia dah dapat apa yg dia idamkan, apa yg dia nak dan apa yang dia impikan selama ini. Xpayah gaduh2.. Bagus untuk dia dan mungkin rezeki untuk dia kan? Proses perpisahan antara kitorang mungkin mematangkan kedua-dua pihak dan proses inilah yang membuatkan kita lebih bijak, matang menghadapi musibah2 yang datang.

Raya nih jugak satu bang bang boom utk aku. Hubungan aku kembali pulih dengan ex-bini aku yg pertama aka 1st hubungan serius aku dengan seorang yg bergelar wanita. Walah!!!! Sebenarnya, sejak beberapa ketika yang lalu, dia ada cuba menghubungi aku tapi hubungan kitorang hanyalah suam-suam kuku. Mungkin sbb masih terngiang peristiwa silam tetapi kini ianya berjaya diketis, ditepis dan buku baru berjaya ktorg bukak dan skrg kami kembali berkawan dan dengan keserasian yg mmg dh ada mgkin penyebab kitorang bleh gek balik mcm biasa. Oh, pergaulan dia dengan kawan2 aku pun tidak ada masalah dan kitorang dah macam kamcing lak skrg. Indahkan dunia? Disebalik duka, sengsara, sedih, pilu, geram, dendam dan sifat2 negatif yang lain masih ada ruang tercipta untuk masa2 keriangan. Bercinta kembali??? Susah nk jawab soalan cepu mas nih sbb masalah kitorang dulu melibatkan pihak2 atasan, majlis tertinggi dan nak dapat majoriti 2/3 balik tak semudah yang disangka. Hohohohoho… Jadi, kitorang teruskan berkawan tanpa memikirkan isu-isu tersebut secara serius.. Itu lain hari cerita..

Pergh.. mcm panjang jerk kali nih but who cares! My blog, my domain dan aku punya suka.. Hohohoho.. Oh, sebenarnya ex-cinta aku yg aku mention nih pun dalam situasi yang tidak berapa baik dan tengah menghadapi proses perpisahan yang amatlah susah dia nak harungi. Aku dah jadi tempat dia luahkan apa yg dia rasa dan sebagai tempat mendengar dan antara manusia yang pernah menghadapi dugaan mcmni, aku ada gak titipkan kata2 nasihat yg dia boleh pikirkan. Tapi dia lemah sangat dan tak dinafikan mungkin sbb dia perempuan, batin dia agak terseksa. Aku masa mula2 dulu pun parah mcmni gak dan syukur sangat keadaan makin baik sekarang. Bukan sbb aku ada pengganti, xde pun even dalam  waiting list ada 413 orang, paras rupa ala2 steven gerrard, terer main futsal, bola padang, karaoke, renang berirama dan juga taichi tapi sbb aku lebih sedar skrg bak kata org2 yg putih, “theres light at the end of tunnel”.. sentiasa ada sinar yg membantu kita even kita rasa dunia kita dah gelap sangat, kelam sangat dan takde arah tujuan. Hidup perlu diteruskan, motivasi perlu diberi dan sokongan harus diteruskan. Kepada si gadis yang aku pointkan ni, jgnlah rasa masih tak cukup apa yang kau bagi.. Dh mcm2 kau buat dan kau dh deliver sepatutnya sebagai teman.. Kepada si lelaki yg selalu gak jengah2 blog nih even katanya ego, mungkin kau ada sbb buat keputusan mcm nih tapi sedarkah, kau mungkin kehilangan antara orang yg sgt2 menyayangi kau tanpa sikitpun dia hirau, kisah byknya kelemahan yg kau ada. Ini perempuan yang bleh terima kau, keluarga kau dan mcm2 lagi. Bro… tak senang nk jumpa kualiti mcm nih dekat seorg perempuan moden yg bekerjaya, berketrampilan dan juga sangat menghormati kau sebagai teman dia. Kau bertuah sbb apa yg dia pernah bagi dekat kau lebih dari apa yg aku pernah rasa dan belajarlah bersyukur dan jika kau keras gak dengan ego kau, pendirian kau.. Go ahead sbb perempuan mcm nih hanya untuk lelaki yg lebih berkualiti. Mungkin bukan aku tapi gaban2 yg lain… Hohohohoho…

Hurm.. aku nak tengok partner2 aku sebelum nih bahagia sbb kalau masa dengan aku, aku tak dapat deliver so pengganti aku patut main peranan sebaiknya. Kadang2, orang tanya aku kenapa lepas apa yang dah jadi, lepas dorg buat kau piss off, kecewakan kau dan sangat menderita atas tindakan dorang sesetengahnya, kau masih nk tengok dorg bahagia? Masih doakan yg terbaik untuk diorang? Jawapan aku… ENTAH, benda nih karma kot dan mungkin sbb masa aku dengan dorang dulu aku pernah buat benda2 yg sakitkan hati dorang tanpa aku sedar, kecikkan hati dorang dan sekarang mungkin masa aku berbuat baik dan menghormati keputusan diorang kan?? Heee..

Kawan2 aku pun tanya, kau nih asyik doakan kebahagiaan dorang…. Kau mcmner??? Siapa yang tercipta untuk kau?

Hurmmmm… susah nk jawab soalan tuh dan mungkin tak terbukak lagi hati nih dan mungkin jugak dia ada dekat luar sana dan tengah baca blog nih so xnk cakap banyak dengar jer lagu nih..

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OK beb, hit u guys later and yeah! Jemput datang rumah raya!

p:s- Refer to my old posts about market scenario. Its happened now. Bye2 USA.