Good Morning people and happy Monday…

Guess what? Im back on my mother tongue.. Mother tongue ker??? Hohohohoho.. Hows weekend ya? Ive been busy scheduling my ass all over places for open house.. Its starting from early saturday until sunday evening. Its quite tiring but after all its free meals. Its great combination of mutual relationship with others as well as free food. Heeee..

Oh yeah, ive got chance to do jog on early Saturday at Lake Garden. Its been a while since i last had my routine session and catch a futsal game later on that nite. Duhhhh.. its full strecth and my bodies feel a bit pain. Its been a while since i last play futsal. Its back on 2months before raya and after the heavy meals during raya and the enormous makan2 session, i dont think i can back fit on time. Im also miss the selection for the Futsal League for KL state. It was held during the week of after raya. What da heck la weyyyy..

Nerve… everyone is on panic move now. Theres so many thing people are considering which mixing nicely in between politics, economics and perhaps lifestyle??? How can people sustain in this condition and by looking at recent scenario, the massive downturn back on US will soon be effecting us so guys be ready for any downsizing, financial difficulties as well as losing job. Get ready for the Plan B if there is or start it now. Nevertheless, by looking at our politics scenario, many expert said that it will bring chaos and also reversing people interest in our country thus no project, no business, no money, no working oppurtunity and this is equivalent to DISASTER.

I do feel real nerve as well since what im planning does not chunk as what i want. Im not really sure whether its lack of focus, motivation, INSPIRE and also guts or TELOR. I do have TELOR but it works well in other agenda.. HOHOHOHOHOHO… back on track, ive mention few stuff that i try to work in IM ideas such as flipping website and article content. Both does not turn well. I need to redo my action on both and try in other ways to improvise.

Well my 1st mission on market analysis, ive been doing great on past forex performance BUT against i catch the falling knife by allowing market take back what suppose to be mine. Its again a ,major lesson to me. Its big USD5,XXX that spinning away. How was it? Wanna put some try in this? You should…. Now i dont have saving, im owing few people money, my shares does not works well. After look back at my Income Statement and Balance Sheet profile, i was in deep shit which mean i need to do something. I need root-cause analysis to make it comfy back again. I should finish my studies early next year and at the sametime start back my forex market analysis. When mentioning study, i do feel like “terasa hati” with people that promising me something that i cant afford to reject. I do take it as life experience. Bdw, its nice curve that inspire me to be stronger than before.

I dont mind if i get broke, bankcrupcy at this earlier stage. Go broke before 30 means i do have time to swing back on top. The only reasons to feel bad when people start blaming, laughing at what you have done and for me, its only a small piece of life curricular activities. Not many able to face this and still alllowing themselves in RATRACE move while i dont. My focus on my forex business is on 200%. Never change. The only thing i need now is patience which i need to accumulate back my capital to start it back. Settling few debts and seeing my assets column in Balance Sheet stuff works well. Guys, you should works on your Income Statement and Balance Sheet stuff. It wasnt that hard accountancy stuff but it works well and there you can see your weaknesses.

I do have projection till May 2008 and if it goes well, maybe again i can see another USD15k start flowing in my account and it was a good birthday gift. I wish i can save some for my trip to Anfield but before that i need to settle few debts that ruin my logic and desire. At the sametime, i hope for the great results in my study as well. I fell a bit dissapointed with current performance. Its like “melepas batuk di tangga”.

Back on broke, i still have people surround me who understand what im willing to achieve and i wish they will see me success one day. These names: Suceng, Bani, Syami, Ila, AP, Fairoz, Man, Fiza, Aleen and many more i will never forget you guys. I know you guys wont hide and serve me differently even how tough the condition i face. Your moral support and contribution is golden nuggets.

Nerve…. i do have nerve when it all goes wrong, when it all turns bad, when people said im bad, when people mention im jerk, when people do not understand me, my emotions, my logic, desire and aggresiveness BUT it wont stop me. Never.

And yeah, i do had nerve recently when seeing one profile in myFacebook. Why huh????

Enjoy this clip.

 

Cheers!!

Salam semua! Lama beb xupdate blog dan kali ini aku nak bergurindam didalam bahasa ibunda. Oh! salam aidilfitri, maaf zahir dan batin kepada anda semua pembaca blog ini, kwn2 terdekat, kwn2 yg jauh dan sesiapa sahaja. Anda berhak bergembira di hari raya jika puasa anda membanggakan. Hohohohoho.. bulan puasa lepas pun tak sempat aku nk update blog nih. Waktu tersebut digunakan sebaik mungkin untuk proses bermuhasabah diri, tengok balik mana yg silap, baiki mana yg tak betul.

Bukan semua yg baca blog nih bersetuju dengan aku dan sentiasa mencari peluang utk menembak bila perlu. Nasihat aku, xpayahlah buang masa risaukan aku, monitor apa aku buat dan resah pelbagai dengan aku. Keje2 yg anda buat sangatlah tidak berbaloi kerana ianya tidak bernilai hatta sesen pun untuk aku. Walah!

Hari raya nih 1st time aku beraya sorang semenjak proses akil baligh terjadi. Tiada lagi partner tahun ini. Tiada lagi rumah bakal2 mak mentua utk diziarahi. Bakal2? Hohohohoho… Tetapi tidak mengapa sebab rahmat tuhan sentiasa ada dan jika kita pandai ekploitasi hint2 yg dia bagi, sunyi tu hanyalah satu cebisan jer dlm life kita. Kawan2, terima kasih kerana korang ada dekat dengan aku disaat aku sangat2 memerlukan. Anda semua seperti gaban, ada disaat kecemasan. Andalah gaban dihati ini. Oh! Aku sempat berchat dengan ex-partner aku baru2 ni dan dengar cerita dia dah temu pengganti! Oh! Syukurlah! Bagus untuk dia dan harap kali ini jodoh dia kekal berpanjangan. Dgr2 juga nk ker peringkat seterusnya. Syukurlah sangat dan diharap dia ketemu bahagia kali ini. AKu frust??? Tidaklah begitu… Cuma aku bersyukur mungkin sbb dia dah dapat apa yg dia idamkan, apa yg dia nak dan apa yang dia impikan selama ini. Xpayah gaduh2.. Bagus untuk dia dan mungkin rezeki untuk dia kan? Proses perpisahan antara kitorang mungkin mematangkan kedua-dua pihak dan proses inilah yang membuatkan kita lebih bijak, matang menghadapi musibah2 yang datang.

Raya nih jugak satu bang bang boom utk aku. Hubungan aku kembali pulih dengan ex-bini aku yg pertama aka 1st hubungan serius aku dengan seorang yg bergelar wanita. Walah!!!! Sebenarnya, sejak beberapa ketika yang lalu, dia ada cuba menghubungi aku tapi hubungan kitorang hanyalah suam-suam kuku. Mungkin sbb masih terngiang peristiwa silam tetapi kini ianya berjaya diketis, ditepis dan buku baru berjaya ktorg bukak dan skrg kami kembali berkawan dan dengan keserasian yg mmg dh ada mgkin penyebab kitorang bleh gek balik mcm biasa. Oh, pergaulan dia dengan kawan2 aku pun tidak ada masalah dan kitorang dah macam kamcing lak skrg. Indahkan dunia? Disebalik duka, sengsara, sedih, pilu, geram, dendam dan sifat2 negatif yang lain masih ada ruang tercipta untuk masa2 keriangan. Bercinta kembali??? Susah nk jawab soalan cepu mas nih sbb masalah kitorang dulu melibatkan pihak2 atasan, majlis tertinggi dan nak dapat majoriti 2/3 balik tak semudah yang disangka. Hohohohoho… Jadi, kitorang teruskan berkawan tanpa memikirkan isu-isu tersebut secara serius.. Itu lain hari cerita..

Pergh.. mcm panjang jerk kali nih but who cares! My blog, my domain dan aku punya suka.. Hohohoho.. Oh, sebenarnya ex-cinta aku yg aku mention nih pun dalam situasi yang tidak berapa baik dan tengah menghadapi proses perpisahan yang amatlah susah dia nak harungi. Aku dah jadi tempat dia luahkan apa yg dia rasa dan sebagai tempat mendengar dan antara manusia yang pernah menghadapi dugaan mcmni, aku ada gak titipkan kata2 nasihat yg dia boleh pikirkan. Tapi dia lemah sangat dan tak dinafikan mungkin sbb dia perempuan, batin dia agak terseksa. Aku masa mula2 dulu pun parah mcmni gak dan syukur sangat keadaan makin baik sekarang. Bukan sbb aku ada pengganti, xde pun even dalam  waiting list ada 413 orang, paras rupa ala2 steven gerrard, terer main futsal, bola padang, karaoke, renang berirama dan juga taichi tapi sbb aku lebih sedar skrg bak kata org2 yg putih, “theres light at the end of tunnel”.. sentiasa ada sinar yg membantu kita even kita rasa dunia kita dah gelap sangat, kelam sangat dan takde arah tujuan. Hidup perlu diteruskan, motivasi perlu diberi dan sokongan harus diteruskan. Kepada si gadis yang aku pointkan ni, jgnlah rasa masih tak cukup apa yang kau bagi.. Dh mcm2 kau buat dan kau dh deliver sepatutnya sebagai teman.. Kepada si lelaki yg selalu gak jengah2 blog nih even katanya ego, mungkin kau ada sbb buat keputusan mcm nih tapi sedarkah, kau mungkin kehilangan antara orang yg sgt2 menyayangi kau tanpa sikitpun dia hirau, kisah byknya kelemahan yg kau ada. Ini perempuan yang bleh terima kau, keluarga kau dan mcm2 lagi. Bro… tak senang nk jumpa kualiti mcm nih dekat seorg perempuan moden yg bekerjaya, berketrampilan dan juga sangat menghormati kau sebagai teman dia. Kau bertuah sbb apa yg dia pernah bagi dekat kau lebih dari apa yg aku pernah rasa dan belajarlah bersyukur dan jika kau keras gak dengan ego kau, pendirian kau.. Go ahead sbb perempuan mcm nih hanya untuk lelaki yg lebih berkualiti. Mungkin bukan aku tapi gaban2 yg lain… Hohohohoho…

Hurm.. aku nak tengok partner2 aku sebelum nih bahagia sbb kalau masa dengan aku, aku tak dapat deliver so pengganti aku patut main peranan sebaiknya. Kadang2, orang tanya aku kenapa lepas apa yang dah jadi, lepas dorg buat kau piss off, kecewakan kau dan sangat menderita atas tindakan dorang sesetengahnya, kau masih nk tengok dorg bahagia? Masih doakan yg terbaik untuk diorang? Jawapan aku… ENTAH, benda nih karma kot dan mungkin sbb masa aku dengan dorang dulu aku pernah buat benda2 yg sakitkan hati dorang tanpa aku sedar, kecikkan hati dorang dan sekarang mungkin masa aku berbuat baik dan menghormati keputusan diorang kan?? Heee..

Kawan2 aku pun tanya, kau nih asyik doakan kebahagiaan dorang…. Kau mcmner??? Siapa yang tercipta untuk kau?

Hurmmmm… susah nk jawab soalan tuh dan mungkin tak terbukak lagi hati nih dan mungkin jugak dia ada dekat luar sana dan tengah baca blog nih so xnk cakap banyak dengar jer lagu nih..

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OK beb, hit u guys later and yeah! Jemput datang rumah raya!

p:s- Refer to my old posts about market scenario. Its happened now. Bye2 USA.

Good morning people…

Its been a long since i last wrote on this blog. Its since my last post when the hosting provider of mine being hack by the intruder in cyber world and its taking about one week before i get back all the content.. From time to time, i try to keep myself busy with other stuff instead im still making way long run for the better result..

This lately, ive been spending more time on my study as well as my new venture in promoting my soap… Hehehe.. I catch some great entrepreneurs and from them i learn many way to succeed in doing business. I do have blood of entrepreneurs since my mommy once had a restaurant that now being operate by tenant after shes gone.. Mommy, I miss ya.. You are the best mom in the world..

I get some tonic of life when i meet my online buddy that once become my partner in doing forex trading and hes delivering an ingredients that ill never say no to attach in my personal life.. Hes also introducing the book thats ive to admit the best ive ever had.. Its about changing the blueprint of life and how it was effected me hardly..

Once, when i was kids, my mommy always sounds like “Youre spender darling.. Its not easy to get money..” and shes keep on repeating that and obviously it stores in my brains that IM SPENDER, NOT SAVER. See? People is highly effected and the progress of life is like what it has been stored in your pentium chip brains. The most 3 aspects that lead the way you take your life is:

1) Verbal
2) Incident
3) Modelling

1) Verbal - is what that keep on repeating during your childhood. It will lead you to the way you are.
2) Incident - certain occasion that change the way you see the life. As example; your uncle died when hes having big money. You will stick in your mind that having big money lead to died.
3) Modelling - usually you are the mixing between moms and dads and you probably following the closest around you. If your mom is spender than you should be careful. Its proven scientifically that 2nd sons is contradict from their parents inner tools.

Thats the basic inner tools that somehow if you apply to change it to the way it should be will lead your life to be better person in terms of financially, life and even happiness. This is how ive been looking for so long since ive been stuck in financial goals that ive been dreaming off without properly analyzing inner tools thats damn important to mix with my outer one..

This is also important for you to understand the blueprint of your partner and find the best method to provide the good solution for both in order to have a happy relationship.. This is what happen to me which i deny this factor and even we do have the chemistry but the different way ive seen the money management lead to ruin my relationship. Its important for you to learn whats your partner have been modelling since they was kid and how important you have to find exit strategy that will neutralize the balance of you both..

Its from the book i read and go get it from near bookstore. Secrets of the Millionaire Mind by T. Harv Eker. Thats the best RM34.90 in your life.

Cheers and share your blueprint ya!!!

Its again a lovely Wednesday!

Those who trade forex will be awaiting this day for triple swap position thus they will take this chances to make more penny for their equity! Heeee.. Bdw, this is not what in trying to highlight.

Ok, maybe some of you wanna now or looking for tips whether the woman that you are link with is really like you or prefer just to be your friend.

1. If shes trying to get to know your interest, your circle of friend, your desire and your ambition, you have a good chances that she probably wanna move to the next stage of your relationship.
2. Shes probably asking you to come and spent her meaningful occasion or any event with you. She might be asking you for dinner, friend wedding or perhaps asking you to come with her do shopping.
3. Shes kinda angry if anyone try to talk bad, do a negative statement towards you and shes gonna be the 1st to protect you from that environment.
4. How busy she was, she will at least try to spent few minutes to text or even say hie on your mobile and her effort is sign for us to put extra effort if you wanna be with her.
5. She doesnt care of your weaknesses and is trying to help you improve in any way.

If your circle of girl friend suits this upper statement, you already on your way for the 1st date.

Cheers!

While I was writing this, im damn hardly missing someone so I choose this song and medium to express and relief it..

I just can’t accept the fact she’s leaving me because of my attitude.. She should be the one who suppose to give me hand when she thinks im beyond the limit, beyond the boundaries.. Success does not reach easily and God created hard way to achieve it for you finally to cherish and appreciate it Urghhh.. I’ve been putting sideline all my efforts now cause I don’t know where can I find a jump start.. Its only I just did what im suppose to finish and doesnt meant i rejected all of it.. I mean to create extra effort, i should consider my inner to say dont at this while or ill be very reluctant in any move..

God, I miss her badly… How do u feel when someone said “There’s no love anymore?” Dush! Dush! Dush!…

For those that awaiting answers for me to be with them, I have to say im sorry at this while, the ghost of her wasn’t allow me to make any move.. I just cant imagine im holding others hand when my minds is still full of her faces..

Yes, God created thing so we can realize and using it to develop ourselves but how tough we can handle it? It’s back to the matter of time..

I miss her… Just her.. Dush! Dush! Dush!