Good Morning people and happy Monday…

Guess what? Im back on my mother tongue.. Mother tongue ker??? Hohohohoho.. Hows weekend ya? Ive been busy scheduling my ass all over places for open house.. Its starting from early saturday until sunday evening. Its quite tiring but after all its free meals. Its great combination of mutual relationship with others as well as free food. Heeee..

Oh yeah, ive got chance to do jog on early Saturday at Lake Garden. Its been a while since i last had my routine session and catch a futsal game later on that nite. Duhhhh.. its full strecth and my bodies feel a bit pain. Its been a while since i last play futsal. Its back on 2months before raya and after the heavy meals during raya and the enormous makan2 session, i dont think i can back fit on time. Im also miss the selection for the Futsal League for KL state. It was held during the week of after raya. What da heck la weyyyy..

Nerve… everyone is on panic move now. Theres so many thing people are considering which mixing nicely in between politics, economics and perhaps lifestyle??? How can people sustain in this condition and by looking at recent scenario, the massive downturn back on US will soon be effecting us so guys be ready for any downsizing, financial difficulties as well as losing job. Get ready for the Plan B if there is or start it now. Nevertheless, by looking at our politics scenario, many expert said that it will bring chaos and also reversing people interest in our country thus no project, no business, no money, no working oppurtunity and this is equivalent to DISASTER.

I do feel real nerve as well since what im planning does not chunk as what i want. Im not really sure whether its lack of focus, motivation, INSPIRE and also guts or TELOR. I do have TELOR but it works well in other agenda.. HOHOHOHOHOHO… back on track, ive mention few stuff that i try to work in IM ideas such as flipping website and article content. Both does not turn well. I need to redo my action on both and try in other ways to improvise.

Well my 1st mission on market analysis, ive been doing great on past forex performance BUT against i catch the falling knife by allowing market take back what suppose to be mine. Its again a ,major lesson to me. Its big USD5,XXX that spinning away. How was it? Wanna put some try in this? You should…. Now i dont have saving, im owing few people money, my shares does not works well. After look back at my Income Statement and Balance Sheet profile, i was in deep shit which mean i need to do something. I need root-cause analysis to make it comfy back again. I should finish my studies early next year and at the sametime start back my forex market analysis. When mentioning study, i do feel like “terasa hati” with people that promising me something that i cant afford to reject. I do take it as life experience. Bdw, its nice curve that inspire me to be stronger than before.

I dont mind if i get broke, bankcrupcy at this earlier stage. Go broke before 30 means i do have time to swing back on top. The only reasons to feel bad when people start blaming, laughing at what you have done and for me, its only a small piece of life curricular activities. Not many able to face this and still alllowing themselves in RATRACE move while i dont. My focus on my forex business is on 200%. Never change. The only thing i need now is patience which i need to accumulate back my capital to start it back. Settling few debts and seeing my assets column in Balance Sheet stuff works well. Guys, you should works on your Income Statement and Balance Sheet stuff. It wasnt that hard accountancy stuff but it works well and there you can see your weaknesses.

I do have projection till May 2008 and if it goes well, maybe again i can see another USD15k start flowing in my account and it was a good birthday gift. I wish i can save some for my trip to Anfield but before that i need to settle few debts that ruin my logic and desire. At the sametime, i hope for the great results in my study as well. I fell a bit dissapointed with current performance. Its like “melepas batuk di tangga”.

Back on broke, i still have people surround me who understand what im willing to achieve and i wish they will see me success one day. These names: Suceng, Bani, Syami, Ila, AP, Fairoz, Man, Fiza, Aleen and many more i will never forget you guys. I know you guys wont hide and serve me differently even how tough the condition i face. Your moral support and contribution is golden nuggets.

Nerve…. i do have nerve when it all goes wrong, when it all turns bad, when people said im bad, when people mention im jerk, when people do not understand me, my emotions, my logic, desire and aggresiveness BUT it wont stop me. Never.

And yeah, i do had nerve recently when seeing one profile in myFacebook. Why huh????

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